When we were little kids, and we were told not to do something and we did it anyway… We got in trouble. Thats because we knew better…. Or when we did something we were not supposed to and we brought a friend along for the adventure… We got in trouble yet again. Usually our punishment was worse than that of the friends… because… WE knew better…

I have been thinking about this concept and how it correlates with people who just "claim to be a Christian" or those people who are "Christians".

(You) see, when you go your whole life, not really knowing whats biblically correct and you just live your day to day life… thats it. Its just that. Your life and your not expected to act or do or say things a certain way. Your just you.

However, when one takes on the name of (Christ) and they repent for their sins, and they try to live the lifestyle of "Godly person". Say they slip-up then decide that they want to act "normal" again. Their whole life seems to "get in trouble". "

After becoming a Christian, you know better …well, kinda. I'm not a theologian, nor am I trying to be, although knowing a lot of "christians" and knowing a lot of people who claim to be "christian" you can see this impression in so many peoples lives. Its almost as if, once you chose the lifestyle of being a souled out believer, you are forced to live that life, or your" in trouble" the rest of your time spent on earth… I'm not downing either lifestyle… I'm just making an observation…

Been thinking a lot about life and the events that take place to shape each and every individual.

"Even if you don't believe in prayer, Im praying for (you)".

Let nothing waver like the sea. Your breath fills my lungs. Hearts beats in alignment with me?Unstoppable, unless I say no more. My decision is to know you more and have a sojourn in the land in which I walk. Rule in me? Sweep through the thoughts of who I think I am. I am not, unless I am just that. Rule in me. Sweep though me. Grow in me? What do you author in my life. What role am I to pursue? You have walked into my tomorrow. By your will I yield, I must, or I will eventually succumb to it. The massive oasis of tongues whisper over my skin. I feel the knowing. I sense the touch? The power of yielding is the principal of who you are. The transgressor is not I.

(Shean)

Sitting in a local cafe, listening to the strangers who decided to surround me, telling each other facts thats they "know". Then listening to the one across the circle try to "out fact " the other. Stuff like "Miley Cyrus has nine tattoos". I don't understand.

Hello, My name is Shean Matthew and I am a pessimist. I don't say that with pride, I say that with the most humble attitude. I honestly am trying to have a more positive out look on life. I find that its a gift though, it allows me to make things better, in addition I'm a perfectionist. What a conundrum my life is.

Im going to try to this Blog thing. Thus far, I like it.

( Shean)